So now I start taking Gonal-f! I honestly never imagined that I would be sticking myself in the stomach with a needle that looks like this:
...or at all, ever.
But I did it, and honestly, it's no big deal. It looks scary, but the anticipation is far worse than the actual experience. It hurt just a tiny bit, that's all. And then it was done. :)
I am so hopeful this cycle! As I always am, I guess. The way I see it, I will be crushed
when if I get a BFN no matter what - there is no way that I can actually keep my hope in check enough to avoid that. So, I figure that I might as well indulge in a little positive energy, and enjoy the fantasy of "maybe." The end result will be what it is.
So, here's to this cycle! I hope it's the one!